The Hardest Part…

You know the hardest part of the whole thing?

He has a lot of really good qualities.

To start with the superficial obvious… he’s kinda hot. Definitely hotter than I ever thought I would end up with. I’m the nerdy, artsy, fat girl… always have been.

He is also very motivated. He works extremely hard to make money and works a ton of overtime. He never sits still. He is constantly either working on making money or working on stuff around the house.

I never have to ask him to do laundry or dishes or take out the trash. He just does it. He chops down trees and cuts firewood. He does all of the laundry and dishes (he’s OCD and wants it a certain way). He cleans the dog run, puts out hay for the horses, hauls water for the livestock, picks up feed etc.

As he constantly reminds me: he lets me have horses and works hard so we can afford them.

So he does have good qualities… which is why it’s hard to leave…